This aint the summer of love

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I wanna write about some shit but i dont really know what. i stayed at grahams last night on his couch, where i fell asleep playing warcraft hahahah, was drinking, and yehhh id been doing that for about 17 hours. not 30ish hours like i thought at the time hahah. my neck hurt like fuck when i woke up 4 hours after passing out and the 2 smokes i had in my pocket had snapped in half :(

i remember having some sort of trippy dream but cant remember it now, drunk dreams are always the best ones.

graham took me to mums where i picked up some tops (running srsly low on clean ones) and gave her a list of flats that i wanted to look at because she has a phone and internet and is actually good at organizing shit, unlike her hopeless daughter.
he dropped me back at the backpackers and gave me $20 for food money. hopefully i can work tonight and get something to keep me going for the next few days at least.
AND I HAVE TO SAVE!
saving is number one.
i dont care about food really, i care more about booze. But No. i have to abandon my alcoholic frame of mind, and get shit sorted rather than drink my life away.

Emma suggested making a priority list. i'll attempt one here.

1. Flat
2. GUITAR
3. Another cellphone (i run outta texts too quick)
4. Fulltime job (hopefully fast food place, discounts ftw)
5. Licence
6. Clothes
a. Joan Jett tshirt
b. pretty stockings
c. more miniskirts
d. those boots from the sex shop
e. bracelets, new ear stretchers, etc
f. stuff from interpunk (better than you could ever find here)
7. Car
8. Booze
9. Smokes

thats all i can think of at the moment.
LOOK HOW FAR DOWN BOOZE AND SMOKES ARE SEE I AM BEING A GOOD GIRL!

If i had my way at the moment the list would look something like that...

1. boozbzze
2. kzfc
3. smsoeks
4. sguatr
5. cslkthoes

and thats as far as i would get with my life.
note, they are spelt fucked upedly because id be drunk.
in proper english, it reads- booze, kfc, smokes, guitar, clothes.
If i continue with my alcho mindset then yeah, working girl forever and sleeping in bushes or some shit cuz id lose all my friends as they see how useless i become and fail at life.

BUT YES now i has this list i must get motivated yo. itll get me what i want and thats what im gonna do to get it.


i think today im just gonna fuck around here for a bit. maybe play san andreas, sit in the sun, readf my book. its a nice hot day already and its only 10.30am. have to shower after this cuz im still in yesterdays clothes, and it sucks cuz i cant wash my hair cuz it goes reeeeeal afro and shti and i dont have a hairdryer or straighteners. i should have taken those shitty ass ones from mums, even though it takes ages for them to heat up and they barely straighten its better than nothing yknow. better than having yuck hair. well im gonna straighten it with my FINGERS! beat that GHD!!!!

i might text jem and we might go to the beach or some shit. hmmmmm.. i wanna go buy some actual food thatll last more than 15min with that $20 lol. like instead of $12 on a KFC meal. even though its fucking amazing. damn it. blah i need FAGZ for that and shes going to like a party or something today.

well maybe i can get like fish n ships thats like $2 for a decentish feed. at the beach. yeahhh yum. then live off milo or tea or coffee thats free here. srsly this is kinda bad but one drink like that can actually fill me up if im hungry.

shower time. KTHXBAI <3 id="gwProxy" type="hidden">