whatevers going on

there are so many things i would like to write about but if i did i wouldnt really know where to start and it would take up forever of a page because theres been so much happening and over all my blog sites and even twitter i cant really be fucked relaying everything back onto the internet now.

over the last, um, week, or so, things have like changed quite a bit with friends and such and like.. well hmm i dont know what to say about it.

its hard lately because i dont know where i am, i feel like im kinda drifting and its weird because theres nothing really stable. unlike last year at this time well a fuckload of drama was happening then but it was completely different. i had a stable EVERYTHING. now all those people are pretty much gone and theres new everything, but new everything changes quite a lot, people move on in sometimes just a few weeks, im not really used to that.

not that drifting through life is a bad thing, its quite ideal really, nothing really seems to bother you, just do whatever, but its more having nothing you know will always be there. or at least THINK, cause like ive learnt, things and people always leave in the end.