stuffz

things are kinda weird now, im motivated for different reasons, theres little bits of other things still in me but theres one main thing.
i have new feelings?

and so im not sure what the older ones are because they come up sometimes in little bursts but its not so much a big thing anymore.
i dont know what else i want to write about it either, really. i do but i dont know what to say right now, maybe im just distracted by the other people in the room or whatever but oh well.
people can probably figure out what im going on about. or brittany if you read this you will because youre smart and youve been around me to know haha.

im getting sick, i blame the fucking cigarette i smoked through my nose cause i woke up feeling it and now a few days later my nose is all completely blocked and im coughing like a bitch and sniffing and shit, and now tonight all my fucking bones are sore and its like fuckkkkk i wanna like be better and sleep but C'S UP! and robbie are im my room playing san andreas, when robbie gets back im booting them out to the lounge with the laptop and they can play it on that.

tonight we've been talking to this guy remo in australia over vent and C'S UP! was hardout abusing him lol and robbie kinda was and then robbie started talking to him properly and theyre having a good old conversation and yeah. its been pretty entertaining. i cant really be fucked writing anymore. goodnight.

also today daisy got hit by a car. it was fucking hilarious. i cried of laughter and couldnt stop for fucking ages.