internetzzzz

i love how ive nothing better to do than NOTHING ALL DAY.
ive been half assedly playing runescape for the past 3 hours now. why? i have no idea.
im bored.

i dont want sleep.
theres nothing else to do.
what the fuck else can i do.

i swear i absolutely cannot go one day without the internet.
ill try tomorrow and let you know how i get on.
ill record the time i get up and then the time i last until.

i have no hope in myself already cause i highly doubt ill be able to do it but yeah. ill see.

so why am i playing runescape again? im sure i can find much better things to do when im bored.... gosh..

im still not going to leave the house until my lip heals a bit. at least a bit.

i want to be drunk and happy and funny and just a -little- silly again. but i know that doesnt happen now. why does it always take so much to get drunk? why am i always getting moody? really, whats wrong? god. i know ill achieve nothing if i just sit around at home all day. i should get out then at least im living, instead of sulking and hibernating. at least theres human interactions etc.

oh yeah that actually reminds me. mum wanted me to go and see her tomorrow. well today. since its nearly 4am.

so maybe i will progress with my no internet diet. ill get up. shower. get dressed. maybe food. go to mums. whatever. then to town. then home on the last bus? hmmm. sounds like a plan.
HEY I MIGHT WIN.